i wish it can be that easy..

i wish it can be that easy...i really wish it..sumtimes i feel like giving up..sumtimes i feel like i cant hold it anymore...but what can i do?i just try my best..to make it comfortable..day by day ...its just really difficult to me..how shud i do?how shud i?

if it can be that easy..maybe thats the best moment that i will ever have in ma life..am i gonna have it?i dont know..if only i can say it to u..that i miss u....i want to be with u..huh..if only its that so easy.....

Oh GOD please help me..please show me the way...HV i miss u...