promosi..promosi..

suddenly..ada seorang perempuan datang pg rumah..mempromosi "some "barang"..tetiba ja..tekejut saya..hehe


aku kalau bab2 mcm ni mmg aku lemah ckit..jadi untuk tidak  termakan pujuk rayu dia..aku biar ja mumy aku layan..hahaha...layannnnnn....


aku ni mudah kesian..kalau sepuluh promoter datang tempat aku silap hari bulan 10 10 juga aku beli..hahaha...ingat lagi waktu pg pasar..asal aku nampak nenek2 jual sayur..macam suma sayur dia aku mau beli..haha...x sampai hati la tgk nenek2 tu jual sayur..kesiaann....


ha..da balik pun...senang sikit hati..sorry ye promoter please come again..i mean to another house ye!hehehe ^^,

saya sakit perut.....aduh..

morning ! yezza teruskan penulisan!kira azam baru la ni..hahaha for my 2011 la ni ( awalnya!) haha..who cares?haha

today..sakit perut..aduh..cant do anything..x selesa !aduh..ni mesti kes banyak makan limau semalam ni..tula makan x hengat!hah amik ko padan muka..

tapi the fact is ..LIMAU ITU SEDAP! tambah lagi kalau makan dengan asamboi!pergghhh...sedap siot!hahaha

hmm..mau pg cari ubat la dulu..x tahan ni..ok..see ya! ^^,

ah..forgot to my V luv ya!ngee...<3<3

saya rindu dia...

its been a while..lama da x menulis....rindu la pula..and i updated my blog..n mulai hari ini saya akan terus menulis!hehe..

i miss him!miss him damn much...:( 

i just want to say that...i miss u...~saya hanya rindu kamu! ^^

i wish it can be that easy..

i wish it can be that easy...i really wish it..sumtimes i feel like giving up..sumtimes i feel like i cant hold it anymore...but what can i do?i just try my best..to make it comfortable..day by day ...its just really difficult to me..how shud i do?how shud i?

if it can be that easy..maybe thats the best moment that i will ever have in ma life..am i gonna have it?i dont know..if only i can say it to u..that i miss u....i want to be with u..huh..if only its that so easy.....

Oh GOD please help me..please show me the way...HV i miss u...

fade up~

im fade up~

im giving up~

im tired~

im really tired~

i cant hold on anymore~

im sick of this~

please be honest~

semua ni bermain diminda aku sekarang..im giving up! im fade up! im sick of this! huh..what shud i do?why dis happen to me?

please..aku sangat penat..penat sangat..

aku sudah buat semuanya..semua yang sepatutnya..aku cuba bertahan..im trying..

u know wat im trying so hard..

but..what i've got?

u never appreciate it..

then what shud i do?

aku juga ada perasaan..aku juga punya tahap kesabaran aku..

sampai masa..aku juga akan fade up!

im trying..

what happen to me?

what happen to us?

why we like this?

how could we become like this?

why i feel like this?

i never meant to feel this way..

but u made me feel it..

u come with the light that bright my darkness..

thank u so much...

i'll never forget it..

till the end of my life...

thank u...

face it! be brave...

face it!!be brave !!
please..just a lil brave and patient i'll be ok..
i'll be good..yes i will!! believe in urself..please..
how can i build it? can i?
i dont know anything bout that thing..
im blank..totally blank..
where can i get the support??the guide??
how can i handle that??
haw can we handle dat??
can we make it?
can i make it?
hmm...GOD please help me...
just a little help..
but..
i'll not surrender..
im not going backward..i'll going forward..
whatever it is..i'll do it..
my teamate..let us do this..
we can make it buddy!
ganbatene!^_^

2010..just a lil brave and u gonna be ok..

2010
happy new year to everyone..
happy new year to me too..
good bye 2009..go with ur memories
go with ur sadness..ur pain..
but leave me ur happiness..so i can bring it
bring it till the end....

its start now..its begin now..the new chapter in my life..can i face it? can i handle it? can i achieve my goal? our dream..no..my dream..after 3 years?
only GOD knows..insyaAllah..but i will..aku akan berusaha!! Ganbate!!^_^